Sunday, February 19, 2006
New Starlights, but only a few shine
Well I'm not a transcendant, I find little complaints living the old aco life agian but what bothers me unlike others is I can't help feel but being pressured by time, a.k.a level cramming. Old friends I knew don't seem to visit RO much anymore. Arriene, Jade, Kez, K5, Excel...and a whole number of people I depend on for number of good reasons beyond my help. Yeah, it's sad really depending myself on others when I should have realized I know I was going to be alone in the end, but I'll never regret the memories while it lasted. Thank you so much everyone, even though I was a pain at times.
Oh I will I cherish and wish for the day of an EB. Did we achieved our goal in Morin? Far from it, but I doubt it was over unlike SC. I have to confess, I do see Arriene's char at times but I have high doubts it's her anymore plus 'she' is avoiding me also.
And as old friends go, new ones come to pass. Joan's on her own wings now, leading her own RO and RL well enough in fact she seems to be starting a new chapter of her RO life.
On the journey to being a trans I met quite number of people. Many can befriend you, but once they start joining another (Magni) party, they forget all about that and just went for the reckless KS, as if the trans bots weren't bad enough either. Some know how hard it is to be a trans aco leveling, but they just don't care about that either.
I know prisons is free-for-all but doesn't it kind of feel like being betrayed this way? Goes to show what their true colors are. Still, despite this I have to push on, I inspired Joan to go to job 50 so why can't I swallow my own spirit? Besides, not to be a total brag or center to myself, but I have a number of people who look to me as an insipiration and they are helping me to get there too!
So here I go again, I hope I can see my baby online, she really helps eases the stress on my pain. Her caring love is like an infinite amount of countless MPs .
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