Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Work and Relationships
No biggie here, I'm kinda lazy now to bother my Blog, got too many things too at mind.
I managed to to get to see Rhesty and everyone in HoF agian. I dont like to compare but for some reasons she seems to undertsand me more than even my old friends in the p.server. It was good to see myold friends and all, but I don't think they are like the ones I used to know back in SC, I guess its becuase they go to this Oasis boards and know each other well there, but its like a big lounge. Even a few close people I once knew started to go with them more often and easily mingled. When I see them going so well together, I feel like I'm not in the picture.
I learned also that cheering up or giving someone a sharing sad look isn't always the best solution. Comforting words are, a sign of things will get better is what I need.
Being in a p.server and all with no bots is kinda fun and relieving....for only a few moments. The old friends I knew are no longer recognizable to me. It's probably like another friend told me.
"Because you didnt go offline so much, its harder for you to relate to irl stuff... "
Yeah I can't blame them if they seem like strangers now, living their own loves outside the pc. At least they go out together, whislt I'm stuck elsewhere in Phillipines out of the Manila area. So close, yet so far..
Should it be time for me to grow up? I wonder...
I wish I could be a teenager agian.
I have a work now too, moved up fromtimekeeper into accountant, now it's not just people but construction materials too! It's gonna be a loooooooong day but it can't be helped, some co-workers of my dad are suspected of stealing materials. My day starts at 8:30 and..well it started! I'll be back by 3 pm, though the only thing I'm looking forward to is are the GSD episodes.
Stars shined on 6:00 PM
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